i’ve recently met someone interesting… i’m hesitant to write anything because i don’t know for sure how i feel yet, and i don’t want to jinx anything. suffice it to say, i am very much encouraged, and happy about it… but i have felt that way before and it has ended poorly, leaving me feeling like a bit of an idiot. so, lets slow the fuck down this time, right? right.
some observations… talking is easy. sure there are nerves at first, but other than that, we’re on the same, or at least very similar wavelengths. kind of surprisingly and unexpectedly so. also, physical compatibility is very high. like… higher than i can remember with just about anyone. goals and ambitions are also very oddly compatible, wait, no, not compatible, complementary and aligned is more appropriate. i’d be lying if i said i didn’t have high hopes.
this is the first one i have told j about, knowing full well it will get back to k, which will lead to k. soooo… that’s saying something, right? right.
i’m excited to see her again, we have plans on sunday evening.