you just left… and i already miss you.
i’m not sure what to think. i know why you’re hesitant. i know why you’re doubtful. i know every single reason why you feel the way you do… and you’re not wrong, honestly.
but the hopeless romantic in me believes it all to be hogwash.
real connection, real love, that can overcome all obstacles, right?
i know we don’t have a solution to this problem of ours. and i know it doesn’t seem like there is one right now. i know that. i’m not completely delusional.
but… we also don’t know what we don’t know. which means there is possibly a solution, we just don’t know what it is currently… right?
i can’t, not even for a second, believe that there is no solution here. i think we just don’t know what it is. this exists for a reason. there are too many “coincidences”, too many things which line up, too many things which fit perfectly… leaving it without so much as a CHANCE at a happy ending would be some seriously cruel and unusual shit.
so, yes. i want to try and figure this out. yes, i want to take that chance. yes, i think it is absolutely worthwhile.
but only if you do too… because i can’t do it by myself.