a is coming to visit me today.
i am every so slightly freaking out.
i am have so much hope and excitement built up i feel like i might explode.
i made her a playlist with 104 songs on it. they are all love songs in some form or another. i sent it to her yesterday, so she’ll have it to listen to on the drive today. i hope she likes it 🙂
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i over think a lot. i self sabotage. i tell myself all kind of stories in my head, both good and bad and it sets me off in all kinds of directions. BUT… here there is this girl who is about to drive for 7 hours just to hang out with ME. this is not a product of over think. this is not delusion. this is actual fact, and it blows my mind.
i have to remember that. i’m worth someone’s time and effort. i deserve happiness.