{"id":872,"date":"2025-07-23T07:08:15","date_gmt":"2025-07-23T11:08:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/?p=872"},"modified":"2025-07-23T07:19:54","modified_gmt":"2025-07-23T11:19:54","slug":"start-again-part-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/?p=872","title":{"rendered":"start again, part 3"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>i&#8217;ve recently met someone interesting&#8230;  i&#8217;m hesitant to write anything because i don&#8217;t know for sure how i feel yet, and i don&#8217;t want to jinx anything.  suffice it to say, i am very much encouraged, and happy about it&#8230;  but i have felt that way before and it has ended poorly, leaving me feeling like a bit of an idiot.  so, lets slow the fuck down this time, right?  right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>some observations&#8230;  talking is easy.  sure there are nerves at first, but other than that, we&#8217;re on the same, or at least very similar wavelengths.  kind of surprisingly and unexpectedly so.  also, physical compatibility is very high.  like&#8230; higher than i can remember with just about anyone.  goals and ambitions are also very oddly compatible, wait, no, not compatible, complementary and aligned is more appropriate.  i&#8217;d be lying if i said i didn&#8217;t have high hopes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>this is the first one i have told j about, knowing full well it will get back to k, which will lead to k.  soooo&#8230;  that&#8217;s saying something, right? right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i&#8217;m excited to see her again, we have plans on sunday evening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;ve recently met someone interesting&#8230; i&#8217;m hesitant to write anything because i don&#8217;t know for sure how i feel yet, and i don&#8217;t want to jinx anything. suffice it to say, i am very much encouraged, and happy about it&#8230; but i have felt that way before and it has ended poorly, leaving me feeling &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/?p=872\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">start again, part 3<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-872","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/872","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=872"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/872\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":874,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/872\/revisions\/874"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=872"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=872"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=872"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}