{"id":847,"date":"2025-05-22T05:50:50","date_gmt":"2025-05-22T09:50:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dickitysix.com\/?p=847"},"modified":"2025-05-22T05:50:50","modified_gmt":"2025-05-22T09:50:50","slug":"soon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/?p=847","title":{"rendered":"soon!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>a is coming to visit me <em>today<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i am every so slightly freaking out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i am have so much hope and excitement built up i feel like i might explode.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i made her a playlist with 104 songs on it.  they are all love songs in some form or another.  i sent it to her yesterday, so she&#8217;ll have it to listen to on the drive today.  i hope she likes it \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i over think a lot.  i self sabotage.  i tell myself all kind of stories in my head, both good and bad and it sets me off in all kinds of directions.  BUT&#8230;  here there is this girl who is about to drive for 7 hours just to hang out with <em>ME<\/em>.  this is not a product of over think.  this is not delusion.  this is actual fact, and it blows my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i have to remember that.  i&#8217;m worth someone&#8217;s time and effort.  i deserve happiness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a is coming to visit me today. i am every so slightly freaking out. i am have so much hope and excitement built up i feel like i might explode. i made her a playlist with 104 songs on it. they are all love songs in some form or another. i sent it to her &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/?p=847\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">soon!<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-847","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/847","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=847"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/847\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":848,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/847\/revisions\/848"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=847"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=847"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=847"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}