the last few days have been filled with reflection and thought. i’ve had some pretty strong and arguably irrational, or even unfair reactions recently and i do not like it. i do not like how it makes me feel. i do not like how it makes those around me feel either. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
ultimately, there are things i can control, and there are things i cannot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i need to focus on the things i can control and try to ignore the things i cannot. or perhaps not ignore, but rather, acknowledge and accept. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
there is no need to obsess. there is no need to get upset. there is no need to analyze or figure out. it is what it is, and i have no control over it. end of story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i’m looking forward to the day that my life regains a little more stability. i think the current novelty, volatility and uncertainty is what is making things so difficult to navigate successfully.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i yearn for routine once more.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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