jesus christ. what a mess. it’s amazing what a single night of sleep can accomplish. i feel like i’ve been having a manic episode or something. looking back at the last couple weeks i barely recognize myself. what am i doing? what have i done? bruh… get it together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
today was actually good. i woke up pretty upset, but threw myself into work and the distraction was something i think i really needed. escapism much? sure. but is that really so bad if it gives you a much needed break allowing you to then return to the problem with fresh eyes?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
‘the problem’… lol fuck me… bwahahahahaha! ok that was not intentional, it just came out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
seriously though. what the heck am i supposed to do now?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
jesus christ. what a mess. it’s amazing what a single night of sleep can accomplish. i feel like i’ve been having a manic episode or something. looking back at the last couple weeks i barely recognize myself. what am i doing? what have i done? bruh… get it together. today was actually good. i woke … Continue reading what a mess<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=184"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":185,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions\/185"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nocarrier.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}