you replied. i can barely believe it. i hope so so much that there will be some kind of rekindling of friendship. i seriously can’t think of anyone else in the entire world who i would want this from more. wait… that’s not fair. i can’t put this on you. this is not your problem, not by any stretch of the imagination. i still hope though. i hope so much. too much.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i told you i started blogging again knowing that might trigger some kind of nostalgic response in you. fuck… i’m an asshole. why did i do that? arg…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i know you’re going to ask, and i want to tell you so fucking badly. i don’t know if i can. i don’t know if i should. if i don’t then why did i even mention it in the first place?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
maybe i should have let sleeping dogs lie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
god, i’m an idiot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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